i love you, too(th).

i had a totally terrible trip to the periodontist today, during which i thought i was going to be scheduled for a minor soft tissue graft but during which i was instead scheduled for a major gum graft with the very real possibility that one of my teeth will still have to be extracted and replaced with an implant.

i cried.

so, to cheer myself up, i came home and made a strawberry summer cake. which promptly overflowed out of the pie dish and all over my oven, then got too brown on top and then sank in the middle.

i wanted to cry.

instead i went to kitlit book club where we discussed my all-time favorite, "the search for delicious," which was luckily everyone else's favorite, too.

i felt a little better.

but, when we came home we were overwhelmed with the aroma of burned pastry dough, and then i got sort of sad again.

i think i'll just go to bed and see what tomorrow brings.